This is interesting. I have no consolation to what to do or what not to do. I am what I am. It is scaring the hell out of me. How could I possibly who they want me to be? Just typical teenage questions. Always has been. Always will be.

Just wanted an update. Just because, it is boring. Just because. Just because

As you all know, this day is not like other days. Well, of cousre, it is. In the sense that nothing will ever be the same again.

I just discovered something. Something so horrible and alienated is happening to me. I don't know if it will happen to anyone else out there, but if I know the world, it definitely is.


As by coincidence also, I found this place.

An Online Journal? no way. I guess that fits the teenage side of me. Of course, I don't know which that side is of me...yet.